Hello. My name is Griffin and I'm 31 years old. I'm an avid gamer, a musician and someone who seeks to learn. I've held a number of different professional jobs, but my current passion in a career sense is web development. I'll be using those skills to make this canvas to paint a picture of the madness that goes on in my brain.

Over the last couple of years, I've become really lost. I'm also terrible at letting people into my brain, whether it's because I don't want to burden them, or I can't clearly explain what is going on.

"cfwilf" stands for "can't find what i'm looking for". I heard these lyrics in a song the other day by 50landing ft. brakence. I've listened to this song many times before, but it was only just then in that moment after a few days of mental battles did they really strike me in the heart.

I hope through adding to this canvas I can shine a spotlight on mental health struggles, living life with untreated ADHD, the strain that burnout to the degree that I've been feeling has on someone, and whatever other hurdles I encounter in life. But this isn't all just sad, depressive shit. I'll share my wins, my accomplishments, the good food I eat, and whatever else I get up to.

Thanks for being here. I can't thank you enough for reading through my madness.